The sexual and sentimental misery made me depressed, slow, nonchalant and I lost all motivation When I was a child and early teenager I was lively, curious, always in a good mood because I was not yet interested in girls and the love of my parents was enough for me. But once I became a young adult and sidelined from interactions with women, this lack eats everything else and made me miserable on a daily basis. One of the rare girls with whom I had a date took me for a pigeon, telling me after a few weeks that she had one of the regular sex plans but that she was not interested in me “you are nice, too good for me… “in short it made me very depressed for a while. Almost a year ago, a new co-worker arrived. She did not leave me indifferent. The problem is that she has already been in a relationship for many years. Continue reading →